DAY 169 - 23rd January, Thursday
Well, today wasn't really any different from yesterday. Keri's been up and down and sideways and front ways and back ways... I can't keep up with her mood!
She caught up with Becki today who visited today. She's coming every Thursday now. Keri let her know about the stuff that's happened since she visited last week. She told Keri to email her with anything Keri wants from the storage unit in social services. Keri's wondering whether there's much point. She's been told to live a day at a time, not to plan anything so she's under no pressure and try to get her basic needs met. She can't really do that until someone gets through to Sally, which at the moment is hard as Keri and Sally are both agreeing secretly on suicide plans. It sucks when that happens. I don't want to die, but when Sally's at the forefront, there's not much we can do.
Keri's mum and her partner came to visit today. They spent time chatting, drinking coffee, all that kind of stuff. They didn't bring Amos today as Keri doesn't have any unescorted leave so it wouldn't have been fair for him to be sat in the boot of the car for hours. Keri was fairly okay besides the fact she was in tears before they arrived, pulled herself together and then burst into tears again once they'd left. Something is seriously triggering off Keri's depression and I can't think what it is. Keri had a think with Matt when he read the blog but she couldn't think of anything either. It's getting really hard for all of us! The problem is Keri's been pretending to be okay for the last couple of days so she can try and get out with Sally to commit suicide. And I think she's actually being successful in fooling the staff.
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